Dreaming...

The other night, I dreamed that we had Mattie. And every time I reached for her someone walked between us or a car would drive between us, and then she would be further away than before...and when she looked at me, it was if her eyes said 'who are you?'.

Do you want to know what she looked like?! She had large almond shaped eyes, shiny black hair in a chin length bob with bangs, she was wearing a long white night gown with small purple flowers...and she was about 4 yrs old.

Well, I don't know why she was so old or why she was out in traffic in her nightgown! But I did notice how similar my dream was to reality. As soon as we think we are close to getting her picture, it turns out it's further away than we thought...and she has no idea who we are.